today

I woke up today with the strangest feeling inside of me.  My eyes blinked awake and the yellows and blues of the guest room pillows beside me slowly came into focus.  I rolled toward the window and the sun was beginning to stream in like soft beams of light through the blinds.  Alarm clock: 7:32 AM.  I am not hungover.  I am not still tired.  I feel sort of..happy?  What in the world?  I just feel alive.

I feel like I might actually want to live this day, instead of sleep through it like I have been wanting to for the past several months.  I might want to smile instead of cry today.  Go outside today.  Maybe it’s going to be better today.

**Insert emoji hand slap slash praying hands.  Little steps, one at a time.

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